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Resolutions

Well happy new year!! I always find New Years very emotional. Whether it’s being proud of what I’ve achieved in the past year or just being surprised I’ve made it another year. A lot happens over a year and sometimes can be scary looking back at it. But as a tradition you always talk aboutContinue reading “Resolutions”

Unsaid Words…

There are so many things I want to say sometimes and others their is nothing. But is it best to leave things unsaid or to say everything? This is something that crosses my mind a lot. I always take pride in being honest and to always speak my mind. However, I’m starting to realise thatContinue reading “Unsaid Words…”

Don’t Press The Big Red Button!!

In life, you have those moments of wanting to press that big red button in your head! In films, you always see it as a temptation and that’s the same with your mind! I have to say sometimes it can be the simplest thing other times it’s something more dangerous. But if your anything likeContinue reading “Don’t Press The Big Red Button!!”

Her

Do you ever know what it feels like to be so alone and numb Not a friend to care Not a person to hold your hand through the pain Not someone to take your mind off the the emptiness you feel Being held prisoner in your own life Your own home Being told that youContinue reading “Her”

Dear Father Figure

You may leave and you may abandon us. But we will stay strong and grow. You may have never showed us what a relationship is Or even made our view on love crooked But we will learn each time you leave We aren’t the old used toys you have lost care for We are indispensableContinue reading “Dear Father Figure”

Remember

You look at those scars and remember Remember the pain The crazy All the endless days and nights in prison the prison in your own head Banging on each wall to be set free Look at those scars and remember Remember The torment The toucher The punishment for what you have sentenced yourself to TheContinue reading “Remember”

NO

No is a very powerful word. However, I find as an adult it’s hard to say and even harder for people to respect it. I used to live by the mantra of say yes to all but if I don’t like the occasion I’ve said yes to I can just leave. Having this mantra allowedContinue reading “NO”

Grief and Loss

Grief can come in many forms. A death, a collapse of a relationship or even a loss of yourself. Not many people talk about the different things you can grieve over, or what that looks like in many situations. Since my nan passed in 2020 I have watched my grandad and mom both grieve forContinue reading “Grief and Loss”

For The Love of Jobs

Applying for jobs is the most soul-destroying activity ever. Its like getting rejected over and over again. You’re not qualified enough, your too qualified, you don’t have enough experience or your just not the right fit. This is all you get and then you have to pick yourself up and keep applying. I always thoughtContinue reading “For The Love of Jobs”

Apologise

Sometimes its so hard to say the words I’m sorry. From my experience when saying sorry brings the emotion of embarrassment. As I’ve grown up I have realised this is the most brave thing you can ever do. Admitting fault or being wrong is very hard and having to do it in front of someoneContinue reading “Apologise”